Dexdor

"And There Forever Remains, That Change From G To E Minor..." ~Nightwish Although there is much much more to the song, this is something I want to explain later. Not like anyone ever bothers to understand the lyrics I post anyway, huh? This will probably be my final journal on DA. After much thinking, there's basically no point in me trying to socialize with those who really don't care for what I have to say. But in case eventually someone actually does, I'll leave them with my most recent discovery. Maybe it'll... I donno, enlighten you a bit? Make you see things differently? First of all, this song; Song Of Myself, is on an album called

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OxrKLo1CtzE *Instrumental Performed by Heaven Shall Burn* It's weird not devoting 60% of your day taking care of someone. Seems I have too much free time now, that I finally get to look around a bit more. I mean, I've been stuck in this house for the past three years, hardly ever going out. Just turned into a hermit. Funny, when we moved here we were promised to live this "rich full life because we're close to a city", yet we barely got anywhere. But now that I'm not tied down, I find myself... not wanting to go out. I see no reason to go out. No purpose to go and socialize with people I don't know, don't wan

"When father time has closed my eyes And I've said my final goodbyes Out of sight when I'm out of your mind Will you remember My time is all I had to give Weighed down by the life that I live Could you, Should you, Would you remember My face painted with peace My life embraced when you speak Do you remember the child, boy, man What's right is not what today brings The sun rises but does not set On our sweet memories now do you remember My ears always listening My soul inhaled when you breathe Out of sight when i'm out of your mind I will not leave you I will remember you I won't forget you I will remember you I won't, will